In seeking to be more like my love Edward Cullen I did not take into account the
consequences of what I would do, how it would affect those around me when I to
had ask him to turn me into a vampire ,he did .I forever saw my life change but did
I see it change for the good or bad I will not know because I saw my life completely
and forever altered by asking Edward to turn me into that which I love the most   .
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I saw our babies born as well, twins they were but never the less they were ours for
better or worse, can you imagine any vampire saying for better or worse especially
one like Edward who already had a rival in the werwolf Jacob Black, who already in
fact had a family and a loved one to worry about in me .She knew that too .
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But now he had to be concern about the twins,his future as well as mine and theirs ,
his legacy was assured with the twins but now we needed to continue our lives with
each passing day ,my salvation was in question now,did I do the right thing and I in
fact answered yes,but still did I lose my own humanity as the result of it and yet still
I answer yes,but as I watch the twins with Edward out hunting for food I always had
to be ready even on my own now,I needn’t worry I have the vampire’s strength speed
as well as stamina and yes even longevity now,through time we will live and die      .
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Everyone eventually dies even us . But now we must struggle food was the hardest part
in our struggle especially the twins they would need plenty of blood more then she can
give .’ Don’t worry your father will return.’ she told the twins .They showed their fangs .
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At the mention of Edward had a soothing affect on the twins but I on the other hand the
mention of Edward seemed too have had the opposite affact on me and I laughed at the
thought of that,still we were a family here and now and none not even Jacob Black could
pull apart .The twins cried as they waited until food from Edward and I was hungry too .
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But yet in the back of my mind and soul even I thought at what cost did I lose my very own
humanity and my salvation as a human being and the connection I had as a human being .
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one shot idea ,hope Stephanie doesn’t  mind :)